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A greatly nasty gash on the heart bleeding

Le 10 novembre 2015, 08:17 dans Humeurs 0

I thought that love can be from the subtleties of life permeated slowly, until the bottom of the heart.
Remember when young, I used to look up at the blue sky without a flaw, the in the mind constantly silently pray for god, let god help me to grow up quickly, so I wouldn't be in there are so many bound bound himself, and the side there must be a man will be like a father silent waiting for me, give me warm. That time I feel this is the most wonderful thing in the world, most is worth me to go to the vision. But, I slowly grew up, when I make out a few years later, to the place when looking up at the sky, looked up again, only to find that grew up to the sky, is always gloomy, without the original blue, and the roof of the side is still empty, at the same time, the in the mind depressed with infinite sadness. I want to show a big smile to the sky, but the efforts along while corners of the mouth is still a serious straight line.
Don't know who are the charm the said to me, I insist, don't give up easily, only in this way his heart will slowly towards you. So I believe it is still waiting for you at his side, looked at him and how to love her, how she love him like their abandonment. I thought, I wouldn't care about. Facts have proven that I am just a common can no longer common people become a great man of love. Because of my jealousy, resentment, unwilling.
Heart slowly began to frequent pain and every pain let me couldn't go to the wall, so pain, so, I don't know how to make it no longer pain, only to throw himself again and again in alcohol, attempt to use alcohol to paralysis, my heart pain, I thought that I won't hurt, no feeling, but, every time is not drunk, people from drunk. The days I forget how long, only know that I need show up during that period.
I thought, I can not be turned away, but forget, this world who left who can still survive.
Finalizing it is specially written for us end, give up all the pain and don't give up just a monologue, only I a person in the play, madly in love.

All in all because we are not good enough...

Le 23 octobre 2015, 09:48 dans Humeurs 0

I was touched a lot by an article called < To abandon that useless social contact>. Here I want to translate some passages which seems like cruel but also real.

“In many cases, such a rejection hong kong rental homes, you think you have left telephone NO and wechat with each other, should be able to help each other. But forget a very important thing: only the relationship is equal, can help each other.”

 “We always go to participate in social contact, but do not know that a lot of social contact doesn’t work, seems to have left a phone call iguard payroll, but just a call in vain when you need help.”

“It’s cruel, but who would like to help a person without reservation.”

“If you are not strong enough, that social contact doesn’t work actually.”

“When you are not strong enough or not good enough, don’t spend too much of your time to socialize, take time to read and improve your professional skills.”


“But there is still true friend in the world. No matter when, no matter you are poor or cowardly, she (he) is willing to help you, just because you experienced something together, both of you never abandon each other. Both of your help, no need to exchange at equal value, only the feeling of equality, that’s good.”

 “This kind of person is not required too many, in this pompous world, just a few is good enough.”

“So, to abandon that useless social contact, improve yourself, to make the world greater. At the same time, believe that there is good friendship exist in the world Elomet, exist in each others' heart, keep it quiet…”


To a certain extent, I think it’s reasonable. When we are in trouble, we always want someone could lend a help, but in fact, why do you think they will help you, except for your family or very few true friend.

I was born from an undeveloped remote village.

Le 16 octobre 2015, 10:49 dans Humeurs 0

Now she is accepted by everyone for her good performance. We are family. she says " I do not have an opportunity to take high eudcation due to poor childhood Mercedes GLC, just graduated from a middle school. What I have to do is to put all my efforts on the job and even feel not tedious."

Don' underestimate the cleaning lady. Those who are from less developed villages knows what hardship is Nasonex. A clean office is an efficient work place. The sanitation lady in our workplace is also hardworking. She has three daughters at school depending on her income. She is entitled to public assistance money which is equal to her salary, but she prefers to work and earn her own money. No matter what job it is, hard work and reliability always have good results. She joins us for teatime every day.

In this morning, one of my colleagues told to me that I look like I didn’t wake up. I smiled and said: yeah, maybe my eyes didn’t wake up, but my brain is awake.

Maybe the weather changes derma 21, it seems that I am in low spirits, I’ve been yawning from time to time all the day, and my eyes leak when I yawn. But for the job, I did it very well today, and I did not feel tired.

The weather becomes cool now, take care, everybody here.

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